Prayers for Patience

Well this week I have been pretty anxious. I can honestly say I've felt at peace for the past 3 or 4 months but now I'm getting anxious again. I can't help how I feel but it is what it is. It all comes down to why does so and so get to be blessed with a second or third baby and we haven't had 1 yet? Why did that person get matched after waiting a week and we've been waiting 8 1/2 months? Why Why Why??? There is a reason for it I am sure of it. I just don't particularly understand it right now. God is in control I know this. We will be blessed with a baby I know this. I'm just having a hard time figuring out why our time is yet to come.

Thanks to the world of blogging I can actually write what I'm feeling and feel better. I know some probably don't check in on the blog that often, but for those that do, thanks for thinking of us. Some day I'll have to print out all these journal entries and show our child just how much we went through.